and i miss you (open)

[medusa]

Esme had been cleaning the house for about 30 minutes. It wasn’t as if the rest of the family had been the type to leave their things lying around but she had always liked a clean house. She walked into the living room, everything was quiet. She sat down by the piano. She didn’t really play. Edward was the one with the musical talent in the family. She smiled silently to herself. Her family was happy and doing great. Edward and Bella were very much in love and Nessie was growing up to be a wonderful lady. She had been worried about Edward who had been rather alone in the past years. Rosalie had been created for him but he didn’t love her that way. Carlisle and she had hoped that one day Edward would find love just like they did.

And he did. With a human. Esme had loved Bella as soon as she had learnt about her existence. Anyone who could make her Edward happy was worth it. She had welcomed the young human into her home and actually had cooked for her. Carlisle had been so happy to finally use the kitchen. Then something no one could have predicted happened. Bella had gotten pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. The family was getting bigger and Esme was happy. Of course it reminded her of the child she had lost and the fact that she could never have children of her own. She tried her best to not think about this but it was hard.

A few tears escape her amber eyes and she quickly wiped them away with the back of her hand. She needed to focus on her current family.

[laurencullen]

Bella had returned home from dropping Nessie of at Jakes house. Her eyes scanned round the house and she smiled. Finaly noticing Esme she grinned and walked over, she saw that she was crying. "Esme whats wrong?" She whispered,sitting down beside her on the Piano stool.

[medusa]

Esme hadn’t had the change to wipe her eyes before Bella had made her way to her. She didn’t want any of her children to know the pain she was currently feeling specially not Bella. Bella who had been able to conceived a child. She didn’t want the brunette to feel bad because she had something that Esme herself never could. She loved each of her adoptive children dearly but she often missed that one that she never could keep. She looked up at Bella. “Nothing sweetie” She said with a soft smile. “how are you?”